Five Weeks

It seems like ages since I got my first faint positive, but it was really only nine days ago. And my beta was only a week ago. And not much has happened since then.

Symptoms: lots of cramping, occasional breast tenderness, possible slight nausea, possible slight fatigue.

The recurring running commentary in my head goes something like this: baby baby happy baby i'm going to have a baby a healthy baby it's all good baby baby happy baby. This, of course, is meant to soothe the anxiety that sometimes pushes through.

Still 17 days until my first ultrasound...