Want
>> Saturday, October 23, 2010
A little while ago we had a major financial setback. Something out of our control cost us most of our savings. We're doing okay, but we don't have any extra at the end of the month. We're not in a position to rebuild our savings.
So, here's an interesting question: Are we willing to go into debt to do fertility treatments for baby #2? Clomid didn't work for me, and Gonal-f is expensive: I used about $2,000 worth of the stuff during one IUI cycle. We certainly can't afford that right now.
The funny thing is that I've been having doubts about whether we should even have another baby. But last night, as I thought about the fact that I'm currently on CD58 with no "o" in sight, which raises serious doubts in my mind about whether we will be able to conceive without intervention... well, suddenly I was very sure that I want another baby.
I guess we always want what we can't (easily) have.
1 comments:
At least you know you do want. Write a letter to the universe. Tell it what you want and nicely ask for it to provide a way to make it work. I have been doing this for a few things in my life and in addition to it feeling good, I think it does work! I truly do wish you the best of luck and hope you are preggie soon!
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