Natural Cycle #1

Well, natural cycle #1 is progressing just fine. CD11 monitoring showed lining at 3mm and no follicles. CD14 monitoring (Monday) showed lining at 5mm and one follicle at 13mm. I should ovulate on Friday or Saturday, which is on pace to match my early ovulation record set last cycle. Can I really count on my ovaries to perform every cycle? Oh, wondrous thought. Maybe I won't bother with monitoring next cycle. Maybe I'll rely on temps and OPKs like a normal person.

I'm trying to figure out how I feel about these natural cycles. I'm really neither optimistic nor pessimistic. Apparently I'm indifferent. I think I'll probably just shrug if I get a BFN this month. I guess I'm just patiently waiting out these natural cycles my RE so highly recommends.

Hmm, that sounded a little like pessimism, didn't it?