Being Philosophical

Tuesday was rough, as was Friday, when I actually started bleeding, but mostly I'm fine and I've been able to maintain a philosophical outlook. I know there are good reasons this pregnancy didn't work out: I ovulated so late in my cycle (around CD37) that the egg's quality might have been compromised, and I had surgery, including a D&C, just two weeks before conception, so I could very well have had lining issues.

And as my doctor said, and as I think many of us have said of first-time pregnancy loss, at least now I know I can get pregnant. It's true. After 18 months of trying, we finally have evidence that egg can meet sperm and sperm can fertilize egg. Under better circumstances we should be successful. And soon!

Since we conceived almost immediately after the endo was removed, I have to believe that the endo was a factor in our infertility, and so I feel the need to do my part to keep it at bay. Dr. L recommends the macrobiotic diet, but that's a little extreme for me to dive into wholesale, so I'm going to start by eliminating dairy and red meat and limiting caffeine and sugar. Wish me luck!

Oh, and Dr. L wants us to avoid next cycle, because he says there's a higher rate of miscarriage the cycle right after a miscarriage. No IUI for me until July.