... Or Not
>> Monday, June 9, 2008
Ahrrghhh! This game is getting old. My hCG was up "a bit" this morning. WHY? Dr. L is now talking about the methotrexate shot as our next step if it hasn't gone down by Friday. After this shot we will have to avoid for three months (or cycles, not sure which). I'm going to ask about other options when I talk to him on Friday, but it looks like this is a very real possibility.
Oh, and he wants to rush me off to another ultrasound. What does he think we'll see this time that couldn't be seen a week and a half ago?
My mood is yo-yoing with my betas. I was happy all weekend knowing that the BCP was working and this ordeal was almost over, and now I'm feeling blue. Grim, you might say. The prospect of losing the next three months/cycles — the most fertile time after the lap — is depressing.
2 comments:
how annoying! I will keep my fingers crossed that your beta goes down this week so that you don't need the shot.
FRUSTRATING! I can understand you feeling blue. Treat yourself to something that you want. A new pair of shoes? A new shirt? Ice cream? Treat yourself well. Go for a walk (although with the temperatures there you might not want too)
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